You've got to fight

Fight and go after what it is you want with gusto!
I have never really had anyone to truly push me and or support me in my dreams and goals, not even parents. Ooh sure, they say, 'if you want to do that, then go ahead,' but that's not the support I want and need.

I remember when I was a kid, my mom, not so much my dad, but more so my mom, always put me in activities she wanted me to pursue, not what I wanted to do and I despised them all. As I got older, it continued. I studied what she told me to, I did what she said to the point where I just stopped doing and almost flunked out of college and university, I said 'almost.'

When I was a kid, I loved singing, though I was shy, once I got going, you had nothing on me, lol. Again, I was never directed towards that direction. It's only recently my mom admitted to me that "when I was a kid, teenager, she never steered me in the direction of music because when she was a girl she had won a talent show and had gotten an opportunity to have a record deal with Motown, but she never pursued it because SHE WAS TOO SCARED!!! And she didn't want to let me go, not even when I was at an age to make my own decisions etc.

But, long story short, I have never been that type of person to stand on the sidelines and just let things pass by. I have always been an adventurer.

So, by the power of the Almighty and my faith in all things he has promised are already done and I have claimed, I am not AFRAID!! F.E.A.R. = False Evidence Appearing Real